KAY BEE

Sat, 22 May 2004 16:18:22 GMT

and the best eight months ends right here.
i must say it is something i really never will forget and every memory of this relationship has a place in my heart.everything will remind me of her and its gonna be rough.

i guess its time for my real friends to shine.the people i talked to lastnight were just amazing and couldnt have made me feel any better then they did.they say this is better for me,they say i needed time for my friends.so here we go.

Sat, 15 May 2004 22:11:46 GMT

new journal.

i am only adding a few people.

dont take it to heart if i dont add you.but if i do then you certainly are pretty damn special.

MINES

Fri, 14 May 2004 15:46:09 GMT

i know its hurting you,but its killing me.

Thu, 13 May 2004 16:50:00 GMT

<3 8 months <3

enough said.

Mon, 10 May 2004 01:30:24 GMT

like omg like wtf like totally wtf like i totally had like an awesome totally day with my gf like whoa.

AW LOVE

Sat, 08 May 2004 23:05:59 GMT

lastnight was lust.

Fri, 07 May 2004 15:42:29 GMT

yea so chachi already posted these...but my turn!

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Wed, 05 May 2004 17:43:56 GMT

the last 2 days have been incredible.

i hope we can pic up where we left off when all this is done.

Mon, 03 May 2004 15:53:21 GMT

and so here it starts.
i never would have thought that in a week it could all be over.i just wish i could take back time.i have made mistakes and nows the time to pay for them,i cant imagine what life would even be like without her.no one to call when i wake up in the morning,no one to say i love you too,no one to just lay in bed with me and do nothing but still manage to make it the best part of my day,no ones cute voice to hear before i go to sleep.it feels like just yesterday when everything was fine and we were having the times of our lives.i just dont feel as if it ends now....something just doesnt feel right.i feel like i owe her the world.she has been there for me through everything and i was bad at showing how gratful i was.it sucks for all this to open my eyes now....cause now it may be too late.i pray for all this to work out because i have never felt this way about anyone and i have never shed as many tears as i have in the last 2 days.i want to start over but we cant always get what we want.i've learned alot from this.......

I just wish the story didnt end this way
Cause im still in love with the person who helped me write it

Sun, 02 May 2004 05:23:41 GMT

a night of ups and downs.
the show was fun,felt like old times just jammin out and singin.
things took wild turns,thoughts entered my mind that i never planned on thinking.
i am uncomfortable.
i try so hard not to be,but its so much to handle.
i went on a shopping spree at wal mart and bought all kinds of pimp gear.
when the gee eff wakes up tommorow i hope things take a turn in the other direction.
hopefully the direction we were in 7 months ago.
i want to fall in love with you all over again if you would just give me the chance.

< + 3=<3
hopefully.

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 15:53:20 GMT

lastnights show(the beautiful mistake,anatomy of a ghost,emery) was absolutly amazing..i freaking admire all those bands for how much they put into their performance.they really gave it their all.

it seems like the cool thing to do is for people to post their fav memories.

but of course i have to be different.

POST THE WORST MEMORY OF ME EVER!!!!NOW!!!

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 05:52:45 GMT

just take it back (I feel)
they're only words (your hair)
we hold the tethers (through my)
we're here together (fingers)
we paint the night (every)
only to find (silk stand)
it's cracked and peeling (takes my)
each face revealing (breath a-)
what we don't say (-way)

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 05:37:17 GMT

tonight was a success.
got kicked out of our original spot.
found a new spot.
we had a 6 on 6 game.
no one turned out a winner.
lots of strategy goin on.
the game was almost 2 hours long.
hiding on roofs..and making calls to our team mates with cell phones.
couldnt have asked for a better ending of the night then what i have just gone threw,i must say that the last 30 min were the best.<3

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 17:59:58 GMT

fun times with da boys lastnight.
we went sandboarding....i got pretty messed up.i love hanging out with all them..it makes me feel like its freshman year,which i miss alot.

capture the flag tonight....you know the drill.

damn what online can do to a person.

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 16:48:54 GMT

fuck that shit.

wins?

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 17:05:12 GMT

g to the aylin: One quiet night in 2003. I heard a knock on the door, now who could it be? Oh, it's just Jordan Zeidman and some kid named Keith. He was looking kinda scared, but I'd be too, if I was wearin ladies pants the color of poo. A year later who would think, we'd be on the beach hearin, "keith, have another drink". From birthday shoutouts, and the men in black, tellin hoes to "get out", and callin Alex whack. All Keith wants is some peach iced tea, and I get it for him cause he's my VIP.

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 16:14:38 GMT

last call:

capture the flag tonight.

at like 10 something.

give me a call if interested.....954 993 9283

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 19:02:40 GMT

yea so we are doing capture the flag again this saturday..so whoever is in..then let me know now..i dont want a "maybe" or a "we'll see"...only yes answers.

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 01:14:19 GMT

so spring break is over...even though i dont go to school it still counts cause it was my time to hangout with everyone.alot was accomplished actually.
-solved problems with the love of my life.
-became good friends with erin.
-became good friends with the girl version of me(ihateyoukilldie)
-reunited with the all star b ball player(ashley)
-got crunk on the beach
-made some cash flow
-played lots of b ball
-most amazing time=CAPTURE THE FLAG
-got burnt at the beach and couldnt move but its turns out i have a tan now for the first time in 87 years.

i'm sure i am forgetting some stuff but all in all i had a really good time,its gonna suck not seeing everyone everyday but i guess i'll live with it.

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 16:03:40 GMT

please let this storm make people not want to shop.

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 05:56:03 GMT

lastnight opened my eyes in more ways then one.

i love you so much and i havent showed it recently.but being with you tonight showed me how much i should appeciate you.you really do mean everything to me and i hope that sinks in your head.i have never really felt this way about anyone.i guess i never knew how to deal with it.but being away from you is the worst times of my day.i hope we stay this way forever.

i love you.

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 15:37:55 GMT

new cell.
(954)993-9283

leave me your # if you ever want me to call you.

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 01:03:04 GMT

apple juice?

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 16:03:48 GMT

rahhhhhhhhh

fun weekend...awesome beach...fun times...sleepin in 6 different places...ashley rollin...iloveyouhuglive...the men in black...youre a pig....reese=lust...throwing up...being burnt...works sucked ass..and last but not least_____________THE RETURN OF THE CHICHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

new sn- iloveyouhuglive

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 21:08:48 GMT

3 hours of the beach.
1 hour of the pool.

now i cant feel my skin....i pretty much burnt it off.

work from 5 to midnight tonight.....then....KEITH o' CLOCK.

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i miss chicha.